It's a light week but "soggy", all things seem to be spiraling downward.
1) on the July 4th, walked 5000 steps from the point of Reston entry to the W&OD trail to the Herndon old town. However, the air was too thick and too damp and too much moisture to be able to fire up the light. The location was also far enough, lacking excitement. Working men were holding take out boxes and drinks, catching up after a day's hard work while watching the sky silently
2) on the July 5th, the morning started badly when I got the decline letter from the nearby credit union, looks like there is no shortage of people looking for similar jobs that are equally strong and competitive. Then the morning discussion was a complete waste of time. I see another white man who is fortunate enough to be moving around, accomplish very little and thinks that the world is easy enough for everyone to do well
Lots and lots of disappointment, confidence going down, life is difficult.
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