|| Recently

Shake hands, thank for the support, wish best of luck ... people and people, sometimes all random encounters, but when people say goodbye, that is not random. Avnish, Rajeev, Waheed, Yuan, and Tony are gone by the end of the month. Shocking, after years joking that we would quit on the 16th of March after the bonus money gets in the banks, my friends all execute the moves well and they did it, leaving me. I don't necessarily love them, but just the similar experience for more than a year in our precious life gets us the bonding that we feel sad when it has to end.

I drove 20 miles last Thursday to the south for my least liked Chinese Restaurant PF Chang. Families, friends, parents, and kids sat at the long table, all laugh all happiness that life moves on, to something better. Interestingly, I had more interactions with these guys and girls after hearing the news. They have the loverly human aspects of themselves that I now feel empty because I no longer have their accompanies.

All recently, but takes long time to get to an ending like this. What does it take exactly?

With me recently, the only advancement I can talk about is probably I have to admit that I am spiritual, not in a religous way, but wanting to talk about values. The discrepancies between the different human behaviors regarding friendship, love, and family are not something I can prove right or wrong in a comprehensible way. I will be very unpopular I know, so I am learning to be neutral, to be more calm and easy going, knowing when things should be together, or separated.